I'M finally meet my old senior high school friends... so happy..
we had extra ordinary reunion... firstly went to karaoke together then had dinner :)
really miss them all... long time not see... no leehh just 4 months but was so long.. hahahahaha
then we shared all story in university together and taking pict together... hahahas
but dont know why that day so excited....
now i will share the pict with you all...... :)

I wake in the morning
Tired of sleeping
Get in the shower
And make my bed alone
I put on my makeup
Talk into the mirror
Ready for a new day
Without you and

I walk steady on my feet
I talk, my voice obeys me
I go out at night
Sleep without the lights and
I do all of the things I have to
Even you want my mind (?)
When I think I'll be all right
I am always wrong cause

(My hands) don't want to start again
(My hands) no they don't want to understand
(My hands) they just shake and try to break whatever peace I may find
(My hands) they only agree to hold
(Your hands) and they don't want to be without
(Your hands) and they will not let me go
no they will not let me go

I talk about you now
And yeah I do without crying
I go out with my friends now
I stay home all alone
And I don't see you everywhere
And I can say your name easily
I laugh a little louder
Without you and

I see different shades now
(and I) I'm almost never afraid now
But when I think I'll be okay
I am always wrong cause

Sometimes I wake
I see them reaching out for you
Quietly break
Whatever shields I spent so long building up
I cannot fake
Cause when they cry I'm almost broken
They miss holding my baby

Not easy to begin falling in love with someone...
But it is very easy to hate, if someone did not look serious..

I was wrong use feeling with you.......

You are a lucky girl if your boy ..................
- Follow you when you walk out .
- Call you back when you hung up
- Hug you tight when you punch him
- Hold your hand when you nervous
- Kisses you when you nag
- Make you smile when you'r sad
- Watches chicks-flicks with you, tolerates your crying over love stories
- 24 hours be there ( Phone including )
- Wipe your tears and say ' Dont worry, im here always with you '
- When All else fails, he would be there to love you and be brave to see right      through you.
- Remember every single detail about you not b'cus you keep reminding him, but b'cus he pay attention .
- When Relationship get suck he's still wanna be there.
- Hands you the remote
- Passes booze night just to listen your ranting
- Knows to say 'IM SORRY'
- Always say 'I LOVE YOU'
 - Every Night make sure that he say ' GOOD NIGHT, I LOVE YOU '

Last Saturday i watched new moon at cinema with my sister... so happy....
nice film... first time i thought that it will be very bored... but that all are wrong....
sooooo niceeee the filmmm... love edward so much....
veryy romantic and so strange.... dont know why i think new moon better then twilight....

have you ever watch it????? fasterrrr watch!! so niceee.... hehe

Today is submission day.... :)
but i think today make me more relax.. don't know why..
the day before i always scare scare and scare.....
i thought that i scare coz of presentation... but don't know why tomorrow i will present, but today i'm just a little bit nervous.... :P
So happy tomorrow is the last day of schooling... then the day after tomorrow i will back indonesia..
so fast right.... really want to back home... miss my room so much.. hehehe :)
ok now i will show you all my ISP project....
i think my work is to simple and not really neat.. :(

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

i got new lomooo.... hihihi....
the diana F+ mr. pink... so fantastic....
the lomo color is shocking pinkkk.. so cutteeeee....
i like the color much.... also got extra flash..
when i go to the lomo shop today, there have new stock there
i'm so happy...
first time so confuse which one best of lomo camera.. coz lomo have difference specification..
i think all lomo camera is fantastic and nice....
because the picture that we get is very surprising.. hihihi....
thats why i want to try play lomooo...
and i got quotes from the shop owner : " have fun with your new lomo " hahahahaha..

Today is Fridayy..... Happy Friday.. no schooling.. hihihihi... don't know why so happy.. :)
Today i wake up at 11.. and i see from my window singapore hard rain...
Sgp always like that.. The rain is very hard and scary...
But the weather is very nice.. cold and full of peace becoz sound of rain...
so romantic... i like it much... hehehehe..
make me don't want to wake up.. still missing my pillow and blanket.. very comfortable... hihihihi...
Now 11.56.. haven't eat yet... so hungry .. hmmm... don't know what i want to eat... hihi
what do you think?? no food leeh... :(
think later lah... don't know why today i miss blogging.. hihi... love blogging very much....
huachuu~~.... hihi...
oyaaaa..... 2 more weeks go back indonesia... walaaahh.. so happy... hihi...
but 1 week more to assessment day.... so scare.. need to presentation... huhuhuhu....
don't know can do it or not... :) but i must... :P
Also my project haven't finish yet... so manyyy........ hihihi

okk thenn... cyaa soonnn... :)

today i'm sick... huhu..
cant do my work... huaaaaa.......
but today im still go to school.. coz teacher told us that today is the last day for consultation our work.
thats why i still go to school..
thx for my classmates.. you all really care of me.. i think your support is enough.. :P
and also all the people that really care of me... very2 thanks full.. :P
i hope my sickness will recovery as soon as possible. .
coz i really dont like sick... :(
thx for all.. gbu always :)

我会转移到我最后的项目的所有记忆...
直到我完成了我最后的项目意味着它所做的一切，在过去...
并且不希望再想想...
我保证...
我相信我能做到这一点..的，它必须...
伤心的小女孩....... 

I'm to stress maybe i want to relax my self lah.... :P
Today I went to school on 8.30... you know, the weather wasn't friendly with me today... TODAY RAINING... walaah so sad... i must took taxi from my house to school... and every morning must give extra money if you took taxi coz of pick hour... but its ok lah.. i think i must took taxi coz i bring a lot lot lot of things today....
Then we must wait teacher marking until 2 o'clock..
I went to Plasa Singapura with my classmates ( mok kiat weng, jana, evelyn, and eve's friends) (coz my friends want me to write her name here) hahaha....
All my friends look like very tired.. because didnt sleep last night... hehehe...
I also didn't sleep until 4 o'clock lah...
just because of doing my perspective.....


This is my perspective before coloring....




also my 3d pop up of "flamingo" :)


finish all today.... but its not the end of all....
I still have the biggest peroject after this... The name is ISP.. this is something that we must do anything for our final project...
Theme of this year is "DREAM" 
i will "eat" the ISP.. i hope i can do the best... :P yeiyyy!!
GOOD LUCK all for NAFA student who wants to do their ISP.....

Stressing come outtt........
Walaw, 1 hours to assessment... very nervous..
just sleep for 2 hours.. can't sleep well....
a lot of things that i'm thinking of... haiyooo...
Wishh me luck for assessment....
Ciaa ciaa ciaaa!!!! ^^

It's impossible to understand, what's going through a guy's heart.
You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything you tell me you're leaving.
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that I was special.
I believed you... and it was my happiness.
You should have told me that your feelings had faded.
I had no idea, I continued to depend on you.
Although I say I hate you now. I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.....


They say that when you give a gay all he wants he quickly gets bored.
And now I know that's the truth.
And although I tell myself,
I'll never be tricked by love again,
I fall in love and my heart broken again.


"Today we broke up
You told me to meet someone better than you and be happy


Please don't break the hearts of girls,
Who'll do anything for love
I didn't know that living this life while being love
would be so hard.....

This is my second perspective it's about 2 point indoor..
wahh made it so longg.... about 2 days than i finished it... hehe...

If someday had time machine in our world... I will go back to that moment…
When everything being perfect... And the problem can solve easily... nothing to think, just be happy everyday...
And think that it will be forever…
But the end isn’t like I’m thinking before… 
why i can't understand what this world want... everything so mysterious and hard to understand...
sometime anything that we want can't come true... but anything that we don't want come easily..
why our live can't be smoothly...
And everything can change easily... good being bad, love being hate, like being don't like, care being careless...
But if everything being smooth.. is there we will feel happy and satisfied??
A lot of question turn around in our head now.. anyone can help me to answer the question??

The sun didn’t come up today
This lonely won’t go away
It somehow feels
Nothing’s real
Like a stranger wears my face

I Pick Up and call
I Pick Up and call
Cause I need to go
I Pick Up and call, yeah

I feel you missin' me
Is there something that you need
Cause we got more babe
Then you know
And this water’s runnin' deep

You pick up and call
You pick up and call
‘Cause you need to talk
You pick up and call, yeah, yeah

I Pick Up and call
He picks up and calls
We pick up and call
‘Cause we need to go, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Call me on my phone girl
Anytime you want girl
Seven in the mornin’
Pick it up you know I will
Baby ain’t no wrong time
For you to call up my line
You stay on my mind girl
You stay on my mind lady
Nothing really matters
When we sit and chatter
Your voice is just like magic


baby, abracadabra,
you put a spell on me
Yeah girl you done that voodoo
So you won't you dial up my digits
So I can talk to you
And I Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up
Pick It Up, I Pick It Up

It’s crazy.
How it’s so hard for me to just, call you
It’s like I have these feelings, but
Someone just keeps, holding me back
I don’t know what it is, it’s like my insecurities, my fears
I just gotta know, that your gonna be there

I feel you missin' me
I know you missing me
Cause I’ve been missin' you
Baby it’s true,it’s true, it’s true
I know your wantin' me
Just call and talk to me
To know your needin; me
Like I need you, I need you, I need you

Today i got a short trip with my housemate.. we went to marina barrage (MB) and esplanade for taking picture.. we haven't know before about marina barrage...
Waaahh... there's a nice placee as you know.... a lot of peoples play kite, play some gamesand have picnic with their friends...



My housemate wants to play kite.. we tried to find someone who sell the kite.. but no one.. we think that all people were prepare before their went to MB...
In there we saw 1 couple wear wedding costume and the photographer, it's a good idea taking picture for pre wed in MB.. so nice place.. and we can see flyer from far far away.. so nice....








and then we continue our trip to esplanade...
I think here is good alsoo... there's a bar there the design is unique i like it... because all made with white colour and the weather is nice because in front of the river...



this month is moon cake festival.. In many place we saw a lot of peoples sell moon cake.. in mall, in restaurant, etc..
so some people put "lampion" .
This is one of the lampion there's some hope that someone put there....



I think today is nice... BUUTTT... i still got a little photo that i must hand in next week.. haiyaahh...
i must take some more.. :P cia yoo!!!!

I done with my first project of perspective it’s about perspective….
YOUU KNOWW! Feel stress to do it… haiyaaa… really2 hard and needs a lot of times..
Actually I have 2 project of perspective for this week lesson..
But I just finished one only… because the time is already 1 o’clock in the morning. I’m sure there’s not enough time.. huhuhu…
Than how?? I must do it again tomorrow.. and I really don’t like the style when I draw now..
I don’t know why, really didn’t satisfy… >.<>